My God. I just wanted to try to make it better, yet it seems that all I do is make everything worse. Sometimes I wish I would just keep my mouth shut. All it does is make me make an ass out of myself, and I become a total bitch. My aunt suggested jokingly I use duct tape. I'm highly considering it, looking back at all the stupid shit my mouth, and my inability to keep it sealed, has caused.
Unfortunately, back when I was able to create the noise of silence, that, too, caused so many problems and issues. My remaining silent always made things worse-- there was no closure, nothing was ever resolved. All I was left with were brooding thoughts and a resentful heart. I thought that finally speaking up would change this. How sadly I was mistaken.
It seems I can't find a happy medium.
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